Location: Swansea University Mosque


2 months ago, I was in my beautiful month, Ramadhan. I was so happy to being close to Allah. I went to Swansea University Mosque almost everyday to break up the fast and pray together( jemaah). I was so calm reading the Quran. I was almost finishing the Quran. The happiness was just around of my life. It was my best behaviour month.

There were a non-Muslim group from Swansea University came down to the mosque to break up the fast with us. 3 of them were fasting. MasyAllah! They are so good and strong :)
Also one of them was pray with us. It was a great time. SubhnAllah. Only Allah knows how happy we were inside His House(mosque).

Also, there was a bad news. A group of non-Muslim were attack the Muslim during night pray in Swansea City Moaque. It was according 9/11 remembrance day. Also, the latest one, there was a protest Anti-Islam in Swansea Town.As a Muslim community in here, I am upset and dissapointed for some non-Muslim. We are making a good bones to get to know each other, not to fight and blame each other.

Last Ramadhan, there were around 4o people invited to break us with us. It was my happy day. All my family members, worked,tidy up and cooked for the preparation. Thanks for coming :)

There are so many violent and terrorism outside there to us to stand up. Islam means peace. Not terrorist religion. I was born as a Muslim girl and I am growing up in Muslim and non-Muslim community. World would be nicer when there is religion tolerance between us :)

Anyway,

2 weeks ago, my friend, Naomi, she was converted to Islam. Allahuakbar! She converted through webcam with her friends in Malaysia at 3 o`clock in the morning! She was a Christian girl. She is great person. A girl I never met. She knows so many thing about Islam. Only Allah knows, how great and beatiful she is-converting to Islam was her biggest step. MasyAllah!
May Allah bless her..Amin.

Dear my Ramadhan diary,I miss you Ramadhan. I miss to behave in a good manner as His slave.I miss to wake up and pray in night time. I am so away from Him. I want to get close to Him back. I want Him to hold me back. I am hurting my Lord. Oh Allah, please forgive me..I am a sinner. I am weak.

Please make a good pray for me.