I just realized, I’m not a good girl.. Lots of things I did.
I cried because I just repeated a same mistake and sin. Im not really sure and I felt pretty blank mind. Weather I’m silly billy girl or just could not bother with rules?

Huh.

Freaky day let me get out here!

I would like to be a good girl. But, it just so hard for me to be a good girl.The syaitan(devil) always come and ask me to do a bad things.

I know, He always the righteous. He gave me many chances to change. But, I just am being silly and silly again. I felt dump when I ignored and broke rules. Guiltiness, stupid ness, messiness, and freakiness!

Oh Allah..

Please forgive your weak slave. I want to be a good girl for everyone, every time and everywhere.I really want to..

Amin ya rabbal alamin.

i need a thousand of chocolates to make me feel better!anyone?

huh

إن هذه الأمة تبتلى في قبورها ، فلولا أن لا تدافنوا ؛ لدعوت الله أن يسمعكم من عذاب القبر الذي أسمع منه

Indeed this group will be tormented in their grave, surely if he not until too frightening you (so as frightened to shroud and was buried), certainly would I prayed to Allah in order to be presented sound the grave torment as that I hear this (Hadis the story of Muslim)