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Last week,15th June 2009, my Mexican best friend,Alejandro died in car crush in Mexico. I was so shocked and upset.For me its hard to believe it because I just met him a couple weeks ago before he went back to Mexico. =,( He was a great friend.I was hoping that we will see again.Someday maybe.. Last Friday,18th June 2009, we had a special assembly for him.I spoke as his good friend.I will remember him as my best friend. Today,I am moving on from sadness.I cried so much.Actually there is no more point to cry.He won`t back.Maybe he watching me from "somewhere". I believe, he don`t like to leave me and his family and friends members with the tears.I really hope that I can be strong.Everyone will die.Death is the nearest thing around us.Death is unexpected.

And they say, “There is not but our worldly life; we die and live (i.e. some people die and others live, replacing them) and nothing destroys us except time.” And they have of that no knowledge; they are only assuming. And when Our verses are recited to them as clear evidences, their argument is only that they say, “Bring [back] our forefathers, if you should be truthful.” Say, “God causes you to live, then causes you to die; then He will assemble you for the Day of Resurrection, about which there is no doubt,” but most of the people do not know. (Quran, 45:24-26)
Surely God will raise all the dead. But God has His own plan of things. A day will come when the whole universe will be destroyed and then the dead will be resurrected to stand before God. That day will be the beginning of a life that will never end, and on that day every person will be rewarded by God according to his or her good or evil deeds.
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I just realized, I’m not a good girl.. Lots of things I did.
I cried because I just repeated a same mistake and sin. Im not really sure and I felt pretty blank mind. Weather I’m silly billy girl or just could not bother with rules?

Huh.

Freaky day let me get out here!

I would like to be a good girl. But, it just so hard for me to be a good girl.The syaitan(devil) always come and ask me to do a bad things.

I know, He always the righteous. He gave me many chances to change. But, I just am being silly and silly again. I felt dump when I ignored and broke rules. Guiltiness, stupid ness, messiness, and freakiness!

Oh Allah..

Please forgive your weak slave. I want to be a good girl for everyone, every time and everywhere.I really want to..

Amin ya rabbal alamin.

i need a thousand of chocolates to make me feel better!anyone?

huh



إن هذه الأمة تبتلى في قبورها ، فلولا أن لا تدافنوا ؛ لدعوت الله أن يسمعكم من عذاب القبر الذي أسمع منه

Indeed this group will be tormented in their grave, surely if he not until too frightening you (so as frightened to shroud and was buried), certainly would I prayed to Allah in order to be presented sound the grave torment as that I hear this (Hadis the story of Muslim)
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Same word in different sentence make a different meanings.Art of politics is about art in politics.That`s what I'm going to talk with you guys.For my art exam, I chose " 21st century celebration". I chose about politics.It is about human being and human rights. I have try my best to described and expressed out my political view through my artwork.For whatever I do, it always have a reason behind.

It took 4 days to finished my outcome.I chose to make a 3d sculpture of world.It is a zigzag world of us.Every borders of wood,every each colour,every each size and materials, there is a meanings behind.

I love colours.I love to combined my favorite colours everyday of my life.Especially-pink & red. A girlish braveness colour make me feel happy and confident wherever Im.

There is no more hope that everyone want,except "the human rights". I will stand for the human rights because Im a human being.

I chose Emily Jacir as my artist link.She give me a load of idea and thought about human rights.She is struggling for Palestine through her artwork.Palestine is her hometown.Also, I chose Outlandish & Sami Yusuf song, Try Not to Cry as one my idea.Alhamdullilah.

I hope this artwork, can give people message about human rights.Yeah.About us.



Click on here to see more picture.
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Yesterday, I met a beautiful girl from Ecuador,Emilia.She is my best friend`s girlfriend, Alejandro Baro Angulo. She live in Manchester for couple of months because she is exchange student.

We went to Mumbles. We took some photos. Posed! We had so much fun. Yeah :)
We had shared some stories. We laughed just like we knew each other.
After we went to Mumbles, we went to Swansea University Mosque. We had a special party for Brother Asim (a preacher).He going to move to London :(


Emilia never had been to mosque. Yesterday was a first time. She liked it :)
before she leave, I just got a small gift for her, Quran transliteration. She could not get Quran in Ecuador.She asked my friend, Zainab to read the Quran.
Alhamdullilah :)


I hope The Quran that I gave to her, can make she feel safe and happy. Insyallah. You always be safe with the Quran. Quran is a Holy Book for everything, everyone and everywhere.
What a great moment. She did not stay long here. She came back to Manchester today. Nice to met her.

In Islam, the Prophet Muhammad (saws) said: “A person is likely to follow the faith of his friend, so look whom you befriend.”

Allah, the All-Wise also says: “Friends on that Day will be enemies one to another, except al-Muttaqoon (i.e. those who have Taqwah (faith) ).” Qur’an 43:67

Whoever you friend, choose the best one. Not the perfect one either the prettiness of face. But, who can be a good mirror for you.

I would like to find a girlbesfriend. Who can stand next to me. Who can be with me to lead me to the right way. I just don`t know who is the real friend.

Dear Emilia & Alejandro, keep and touch ya. Im going to miss you guys.
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Two weeks ago,my friends from ISOC (Islamic Society of Swansea University) and I,were collecting money for Children In Need (GAZA) at Swansea Town.We started about 11 am.I took part as a volunteer for 3 hours.It was a great time.Worked as a team girls.It was not really hard for me,because I`ve been collecting money for Gaza in my school,2 months ago.

This is a step.How we can see and learn to help to each other.Give "a reason" to put away yourself away to help people is just unacceptable.Maybe today is not your day,but it could be in future.Today is their tears on,but maybe tomorrow would be your day.Put yourself into their heart.Yeah? It is easy to say,insyallah it is easy to do as well (=
Alhamdullilah.Im proud of this team girls and myself.We did a good job.Not for ourself, but for them.Who need us.

I think in Britain, most children (and teenager) are very lucky.They got almost every what they want.How about in Palestine? The Palestinian children go to school and the Israeli army gave a drops of bomb!

Wake up from your dream.Open your eyes.



Can you hear their tears?

Human right just for human being! The Palestinian Children got their own future...
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We Will Not Go Down - Michael Heart
dear Gaza,
I will be here for you

WE WIIL NOT GO DOWN IN GAZA TONIGHT
By Micheal Heart

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight

We will not go down
In Gaza tonight
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In the end of the day,in the end of the year,in the end of the century
People always forget and forgot.People just keep make a same sins and mistakes.Girls and women,boys and men,they need each other.How many of us,remember the rules in Islam?I know the rules but I always broke it.

In Islam,there is so much way can make yo
u happy.One of them, I am wearing my scarf because I don`t think, I have to show on it in front of people who is not my muhrim.Islam tough me, to take care of myself.Thinking back,
do you think,is it really cool to sell yourself to crocodile?
do you think all man in this world will appreciate you as a clean and pure girl?
do you think,how much easy the crocodile can eat you if don`t know the rules?
how many female in this world has been raped?could you count them?Pleaseee..

I am pretty lucky girl,because in United Kingdom, Muslim girl still can wear scarf in school or anywhere.But,some Muslim girl, just happy to show on their hair "Hey..look at me man!"-ups
I go to school without make up.I don`t think I need make up to make boy flirt with me.Ahah.Thank You. I got my own power dignity.I'm not sure,should I use make up when I get marry? wee~ I believe in Islam.

How could I change myself to be better than yesterday?I would like to die as a Muslim girl.I would like to struggle my way in Islamic rule.But, I just could not understand,am I a sturbon girl?I just want to be a good girl. Who can keep my heart near by ALLAH. I don`t want to be far away from HIM. I know, I could not live without HIM.


ya ALLAH; I want to keep myself as good Muslim girl. Keep me away from maksiat( hotbed).Keep me away from the crocodile.Keep me away from the HELL FIRE.amin.




ما من مسلم ينظر إلى محاسن امرأة ثم يغض بصره إلا أخلف الله
له عبادة يجد حلاوتها

There is no one Muslim who look at beauty of the woman (aurat) afterwards he changed the view of his eyes except Allah s.w.t will give to him the sweetness in his religious duties (the Story of Ahmad & At-Tabrani, Ibn kathir, 3/283, Ibn Kathir & Al-Munziri: Dhoif and Ibn Kathir said, might used in the matter encouraged)