Location: Swansea University Mosque


2 months ago, I was in my beautiful month, Ramadhan. I was so happy to being close to Allah. I went to Swansea University Mosque almost everyday to break up the fast and pray together( jemaah). I was so calm reading the Quran. I was almost finishing the Quran. The happiness was just around of my life. It was my best behaviour month.

There were a non-Muslim group from Swansea University came down to the mosque to break up the fast with us. 3 of them were fasting. MasyAllah! They are so good and strong :)
Also one of them was pray with us. It was a great time. SubhnAllah. Only Allah knows how happy we were inside His House(mosque).

Also, there was a bad news. A group of non-Muslim were attack the Muslim during night pray in Swansea City Moaque. It was according 9/11 remembrance day. Also, the latest one, there was a protest Anti-Islam in Swansea Town.As a Muslim community in here, I am upset and dissapointed for some non-Muslim. We are making a good bones to get to know each other, not to fight and blame each other.

Last Ramadhan, there were around 4o people invited to break us with us. It was my happy day. All my family members, worked,tidy up and cooked for the preparation. Thanks for coming :)

There are so many violent and terrorism outside there to us to stand up. Islam means peace. Not terrorist religion. I was born as a Muslim girl and I am growing up in Muslim and non-Muslim community. World would be nicer when there is religion tolerance between us :)

Anyway,

2 weeks ago, my friend, Naomi, she was converted to Islam. Allahuakbar! She converted through webcam with her friends in Malaysia at 3 o`clock in the morning! She was a Christian girl. She is great person. A girl I never met. She knows so many thing about Islam. Only Allah knows, how great and beatiful she is-converting to Islam was her biggest step. MasyAllah!
May Allah bless her..Amin.

Dear my Ramadhan diary,I miss you Ramadhan. I miss to behave in a good manner as His slave.I miss to wake up and pray in night time. I am so away from Him. I want to get close to Him back. I want Him to hold me back. I am hurting my Lord. Oh Allah, please forgive me..I am a sinner. I am weak.

Please make a good pray for me.

InsyAllah, this week and next week,my friend and I will start to do cake sale, henna tatto and Swansea Talent show. The aim of this Charity Week is to collect money for the orphan around the world.

Last week,I was quite busy organized the Swansea Talent Show.It was a last minute idea.All the poster has been stuck around the school wall. I would love to thanks to all people who helped me to organized this Charity Week.

Hopefully, this Charity Week can open up our eyes, open the door of our heart, to see the outside there, how many orphans need us. Also, I hope, this Charity Week, can make us get close to him.InsyAllah. Allahuma Amin.


Anyway, during last Ramadhan, I was collecting money to help the poor countries.It was under the Islamic Relief. It was my 3rd time collecting money in public. For the first ten minutes, I was a little bit shy but then, it went off. I smiled and asked people nicely.I `ve been rejected by people but I won`t give up at all. I like that job. I really enjoyed do the volunteering job. Alhamdullilah.

The Qur'an states: 'And be steadfast in your prayer and pay charity; whatever good you send forth for your future, you shall find it with Allah, for Allah is well aware of what you do' (2:110). Charity is central to a Muslim's life.

I think this has some timely reminders for us. These are good principles for living whether you believe in a god or not. Try asking your self this question.
God won`t ask what kind of car you drove, He`ll ask how many people you drove who didn`t have transportation.
God won`t ask the square footage of your house, He`ll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
God won`t ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He`ll ask how many you helped to clothe.
God won`t ask what your highest salary was, He`ll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
God won`t ask what your job title was, He`ll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
God won`t ask how many friends you had, He`ll ask how many people you were a friend to.
God won`t ask in what neighbourhood you lived, He`ll ask how you treated your neighbours.
God won`t ask about the colour of your skin, He`ll ask about the content of your character.
God won`t ask why it took you so long to seek salvation, He`ll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
God won`t have to ask how many people you showed this to, He already knows your decision.

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I changed my blog`s website to peacehamster.blogspot.com because the first reason is my bestfriend called me hamster! Since his death, my nickname became to hamster. Lol. Second reason I chose to put peace because from the peace we can begin the great life.Hamster loves peace too :) Hamster is cute and short.It really suite my physical height! I am short haha :P

The Ramadhan is coming very very soon.Here in Swansea, (UK) we are going to pray taraweeh insyallah tonite and also we are going to start our fasting tomorrow.

Subhanallah, I am waiting for Ramadhan and I feel so excited to celebrate this blessing month.
Let me give you some lists about Ramadhan.

Ramadhan - Anniversary of the Holy Quran: Ramadhan is that blessed month in which the Holy Quran was first revealed to the Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him). In this regard this month celebrates the birthday of the Holy Quran. To render our dues we should recite the Holy Quran as much as possible. During this month, at night, the Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) use to recite the Holy Quran in its entirety with the Angel Gabriel (Jibraeel).

Prayers: Allah forgives all previous sins of a person who sincerely worships Allah during the month of Ramadhan. During this month Allah's mercy and blessings are at their peak. The Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) has said that during Ramadhan: "Allah says: 'Is there anyone who calls on me so that I can accept his prayers? Is there anyone who asks for anything so that I can fulfill his desires? Is there anyone who asks for forgiveness so that I can forgive" (Sahih Bukhafi - Kitab-ul-Tauheed).

Ramadhan and Lailatul Qadr (Night of Decree): Hazrat Ayesha (may Allah be pleased with her) said: "O Allah's Prophet, if I know which night is the Lailatul Qadr then what should I pray? He replied: 'you should pray: 'O Allah, you are very forgiving and love those who forgive others. So bestow your blessings on me and forgive me"' (Jamiah Tirmidhi, Kitab-Al-Dawat). Lailatul Qadr is such a night that the Holy Quran has declared it to be better than a thousand months. May Allah enable us to be the recipients of Lailatul Qadr that we truly benefit from the coming month of Ramadhan. May Allah accept our prayers. Ameen.


Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim around the world.Have a barakat-happy-ending Ramadhan.

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1- Yesterday, I just finished my MAST art workshop in Swansea Museum. It was great. I missed the first day because I forgot it. In this art workshop, the theme was based on "Crime & Punishment".

2- I made a box of heart. I always inspired by heart shape, red, pink and white colors. It does work on me so much. Red made me feel brave and confident.Pink made me so girlish and feminine.White made me pure.

3- In this artwork, I used clay,box, and all recycle stuff. I was not prepared and planned to make this.To be honest, I'm not a good planner.Haha. Whatever I planned, it won`t work but whatever I do not plan, it always work! Weirdo!

4- Oh ok.Let me explain why do I chose to made this box. Everyone got one heart.The different is how you can handle up your heart, to bright or black future.Whatever we do it must based on heart. If we against our heart, we gonna have a difficulty in future. It does happen to me. It`s a reality..


6- And 3 days ago, it has been 1 year, my late beloved grandpa died. He always inside my heart. Even his last smile on the day of his death. His pure face and his pure heart made people came crowded on his funeral day. It was thousand of people! And I never ever forget how crowded it was. Subhanallah.

7- Many things happen in this short time. I just wanna move on to a better life. I just wanna move on my heart to be strong. I loves volunteering work.I help people as much as I can. Currently, I'm a volunteer on Alwahy.com and also I am waiting for my application on AWEMA (All Wales Ethnic Minority Association) to do volunteering across young people in Swansea.Insyallah, next week I will take part for Muslim Aid voluneering week!

8. May Allah put all of us in strong string of faith and strong sweetie pie heart :))

I just wanna spread the message that I got from my Facebook.
Lately, my heart strongly say to go to Palestine. My heart got so boiled when I watched Palestine`s video from the International Movement to Open Rafah Border group on my facebook. I saw one of my friend list called Mario Sasso, who is so lucky because he got the chance to go to Palestine.Indeed, I'm so jealous.Haha :P
I wish I can go to Palestine.I wish I can fly like kite.I wanna see and hear the Palestinian.I wanna capture a million pictures and let people have look on it. But, obviously, my mum won`t let me go..I am her little princess so she must be so worry about me if I go to Palestine. Furthermore, I ain`t got much money to spend on =/ Oh crap..But Insyallah, Allah always give HIS HAND to us.


I still remember,me & my sis collected money in our school. It was so tough but loads of experience.It was great.Allah is always in right side and I was so happy doing this for Palestine.Even thought, it was not much money we got but that`s worth of the experience.I'm glad I did :) We never have to scared to struggle on this battle field. That`s what I believe and stand for it.




Anyway, a good news for Palestinian.For the first time in 3 years, the Rafah crossing is open 5 days in a row !Alhamdullilah. Allahakhbar! =))
Have a look on this video.
Click here
On this video, I just don`t get why did Egyptian riot police attempting hold back Palestinians trying to get to their homes in Gaza? It just remind me to the Malaysian riot police who has been misused by the government. For me, they control people violently especially when they grab women like animals and also when they use water cannon!

For GOD sake, I wish I can kung fu them.Watcaaa! :P

Anyway,
Anyone can give me idea how could I raise money? Could you email me up.. :)