I just wanna spread the message that I got from my Facebook.
Lately, my heart strongly say to go to Palestine. My heart got so boiled when I watched Palestine`s video from the International Movement to Open Rafah Border group on my facebook. I saw one of my friend list called Mario Sasso, who is so lucky because he got the chance to go to Palestine.Indeed, I'm so jealous.Haha :P
I wish I can go to Palestine.I wish I can fly like kite.I wanna see and hear the Palestinian.I wanna capture a million pictures and let people have look on it. But, obviously, my mum won`t let me go..I am her little princess so she must be so worry about me if I go to Palestine. Furthermore, I ain`t got much money to spend on =/ Oh crap..But Insyallah, Allah always give HIS HAND to us.


I still remember,me & my sis collected money in our school. It was so tough but loads of experience.It was great.Allah is always in right side and I was so happy doing this for Palestine.Even thought, it was not much money we got but that`s worth of the experience.I'm glad I did :) We never have to scared to struggle on this battle field. That`s what I believe and stand for it.




Anyway, a good news for Palestinian.For the first time in 3 years, the Rafah crossing is open 5 days in a row !Alhamdullilah. Allahakhbar! =))
Have a look on this video.
Click here
On this video, I just don`t get why did Egyptian riot police attempting hold back Palestinians trying to get to their homes in Gaza? It just remind me to the Malaysian riot police who has been misused by the government. For me, they control people violently especially when they grab women like animals and also when they use water cannon!

For GOD sake, I wish I can kung fu them.Watcaaa! :P

Anyway,
Anyone can give me idea how could I raise money? Could you email me up.. :)

She was killed because of her veil!" These are the first words that the brother of the deceased "Marwa" said upon his arrival in Germany.

The facts date back to several months. The killer argued with the deceased "Marwa" in a park and has dealt with "terrorist"!

The deceased filed a complaint against this neo-Nazi insults and abuse to open public and the court granted him a compensation which has not rained this criminal who is German, but of "Russian" and to take revenge, he stabbed with a knife before the hearing and the guards could not stop that shooting him but ironically it is he who has not been affected but it is the husband of the deceased we hurt! Now he is hospitalized
and do not even know that his wife is dead!

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She was killed because of her veil!" These are the first words that the brother of the deceased "Marwa" said upon his arrival in Germany.

The facts date back to several months. The killer argued with the deceased "Marwa" in a park and has dealt with "terrorist"!

The deceased filed a complaint against this neo-Nazi insults and abuse to open public and the court granted him a compensation which has not rained this criminal who is German, but of "Russian" and to take revenge, he stabbed with a knife before the hearing and the guards could not stop that shooting him but ironically it is he who has not been affected but it is the husband of the deceased we hurt! Now he is hospitalized
and do not even know that his wife is dead!

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قتلوها علشان هي محجبة
هذه أول كلمة نطق بها طارق الشربيني شقيق مروة
وكان القاتل قد تشاجر مع القتيلة في أحد ملاهي الأطفال ثم وصمها بأنها إرهابية
فماذا كان رد فعل هذه الإرهابية
لم تخرج خنجرا لتطعنه ، أو مسدسا لترديه قتيلا ، أو حزاما ناسفا لتفجر المكان بمن فيه
ولكنها سلكت الطريق القانوني السلمي وذهبت إلي ساحات المحاكم
ولما كانت حجتها قوية فقد حكمة لها المحكمة بتعويض عن الأضرار النفسية التي تعرضت لها من جراء هذه التهمة
إلا أن الطرف الآخر وهو ألماني الجنسية رفض هذا الحكمة وكأنه كان مستعدا له فأخرج من طيات ملابسه سكينا وأخذ في طعنها هي وعدد من الحضور
ولم يستطع الحرس ا لسيطرة عليه إلا بإطلاق ا لأعيرة النارية والتي لم تصبه ولكنها أصابت زوجها الذي يرقد في المستشفي الآن ولم يعلم بأن زوجته قد توفيت
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Dies ist dine erste Wort sprach von der Zeit der Bruder von Tariq Elsherbini
Der Mörder hatte quarreled mit dem Opfer in einem Kinder-Unterhaltung und dann Marke sie als terroristische
Was war die Reaktion dieser terroristischen
Nicht aus für den Dolch , Schuss oder getötet werden, oder die Explosion eines Selbstmord steht, einschließlich der Lage
Aber hat den Weg der friedlichen und rechtlichen Ich ging zu den Plätzen der Gerichte
Als Argument wurde stark mit der Weisheit des Gerichts zur Entschädigung für psychische Schäden, die sich aus der Abgabe
Allerdings ist die andere Partei, das die deutsche Staatsangehörigkeit des Verfahrens und, wenn er bereit war, seine Kleider zu falten und sich ein Messer und gestochen wurde und eine Reihe von Teilnehmern
Guard könnte es nicht bis zum Start von einer Kugel befeuert durch wenig, aber nicht getroffen ihr Mann, der in das Krankenhaus jetzt an, er wusste nicht, dass seine Frau gestorben war


Diese Gruppe ist nicht gegen eine bestimmte Religion, sondern gegen den allgemeinen Trend der westlichen Länder und Amerika wollen bequem Etikett der arabischen und islamischen Terrorismus, sie sind frei von ihm

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"Elle a été tuée à cause de son voile! " Ce sont les premiers mots que le frère de la défunte "Marwa" a declare à son arrivée en Allemagne.

Les faits remontent à plusieurs mois. Le tueur s'est disputé avec la défunte "Marwa" dans un parc d'attraction et l'a traitée de "terroriste"!

La défunte a porté plainte contre ce néo-nazi pour insultes et injures en plein public et le tribunal lui a accordé un dédommagement ce qui n'a pas plu à ce criminel qui est Allemand mais d'origine "russe" et pour se venger, il la poignarda d'un couteau devant l'audience et les gardes n'ont pas pu le stopper qu'en tirant sur lui mais ironie du sort ce n'est pas lui qui a été touché mais c'est le mari de la défunte qu'on a blessé! Maintenant, il est hospitalisé
et ne sait même pas que sa femme est morte!
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" הרגו אותה משום שהייתה אישה ערביה רעול"
אלה הן המלים הראשונות שהגה אותן טארק אלשרביני אחיה של מרוה אלשרביני
לפני זמן רבו הרוצח ומרוה במשחקית ילדים, אז קרא לה " מחבלת"
מה עשתה " המחבלת" זו
לא השליפה סכין, ולא הרימה אקדח ובטח לא התאבדה
אלא פנתה לחוק והגישה תביעה נגדו
ובגלל הצדק היה לצדה, בית המשפט פסק שהגרמני ישלם לה פיצוי כספי
אך האחרון סרב לפסק הדין והשליף מבגדיו סכין ודקר אותה למות
כל השומרים לא יכלו לעצור אותו, והתחילו לרות עברו
אבל אף כדור לא פגע בו, וכדור אחד פגע בבעלה
הבעל מאושפז בבית חולים במצב קשה מאד... ואינו יודע שאישתו נפטרה

Last week,15th June 2009, my Mexican best friend,Alejandro died in car crush in Mexico. I was so shocked and upset.For me its hard to believe it because I just met him a couple weeks ago before he went back to Mexico. =,( He was a great friend.I was hoping that we will see again.Someday maybe.. Last Friday,18th June 2009, we had a special assembly for him.I spoke as his good friend.I will remember him as my best friend. Today,I am moving on from sadness.I cried so much.Actually there is no more point to cry.He won`t back.Maybe he watching me from "somewhere". I believe, he don`t like to leave me and his family and friends members with the tears.I really hope that I can be strong.Everyone will die.Death is the nearest thing around us.Death is unexpected.

And they say, “There is not but our worldly life; we die and live (i.e. some people die and others live, replacing them) and nothing destroys us except time.” And they have of that no knowledge; they are only assuming. And when Our verses are recited to them as clear evidences, their argument is only that they say, “Bring [back] our forefathers, if you should be truthful.” Say, “God causes you to live, then causes you to die; then He will assemble you for the Day of Resurrection, about which there is no doubt,” but most of the people do not know. (Quran, 45:24-26)
Surely God will raise all the dead. But God has His own plan of things. A day will come when the whole universe will be destroyed and then the dead will be resurrected to stand before God. That day will be the beginning of a life that will never end, and on that day every person will be rewarded by God according to his or her good or evil deeds.

I just realized, I’m not a good girl.. Lots of things I did.
I cried because I just repeated a same mistake and sin. Im not really sure and I felt pretty blank mind. Weather I’m silly billy girl or just could not bother with rules?

Huh.

Freaky day let me get out here!

I would like to be a good girl. But, it just so hard for me to be a good girl.The syaitan(devil) always come and ask me to do a bad things.

I know, He always the righteous. He gave me many chances to change. But, I just am being silly and silly again. I felt dump when I ignored and broke rules. Guiltiness, stupid ness, messiness, and freakiness!

Oh Allah..

Please forgive your weak slave. I want to be a good girl for everyone, every time and everywhere.I really want to..

Amin ya rabbal alamin.

i need a thousand of chocolates to make me feel better!anyone?

huh

إن هذه الأمة تبتلى في قبورها ، فلولا أن لا تدافنوا ؛ لدعوت الله أن يسمعكم من عذاب القبر الذي أسمع منه

Indeed this group will be tormented in their grave, surely if he not until too frightening you (so as frightened to shroud and was buried), certainly would I prayed to Allah in order to be presented sound the grave torment as that I hear this (Hadis the story of Muslim)

Same word in different sentence make a different meanings.Art of politics is about art in politics.That`s what I'm going to talk with you guys.For my art exam, I chose " 21st century celebration". I chose about politics.It is about human being and human rights. I have try my best to described and expressed out my political view through my artwork.For whatever I do, it always have a reason behind.

It took 4 days to finished my outcome.I chose to make a 3d sculpture of world.It is a zigzag world of us.Every borders of wood,every each colour,every each size and materials, there is a meanings behind.

I love colours.I love to combined my favorite colours everyday of my life.Especially-pink & red. A girlish braveness colour make me feel happy and confident wherever Im.

There is no more hope that everyone want,except "the human rights". I will stand for the human rights because Im a human being.

I chose Emily Jacir as my artist link.She give me a load of idea and thought about human rights.She is struggling for Palestine through her artwork.Palestine is her hometown.Also, I chose Outlandish & Sami Yusuf song, Try Not to Cry as one my idea.Alhamdullilah.

I hope this artwork, can give people message about human rights.Yeah.About us.



Click on here to see more picture.

Yesterday, I met a beautiful girl from Ecuador,Emilia.She is my best friend`s girlfriend, Alejandro Baro Angulo. She live in Manchester for couple of months because she is exchange student.

We went to Mumbles. We took some photos. Posed! We had so much fun. Yeah :)
We had shared some stories. We laughed just like we knew each other.
After we went to Mumbles, we went to Swansea University Mosque. We had a special party for Brother Asim (a preacher).He going to move to London :(

Emilia never had been to mosque. Yesterday was a first time. She liked it :)
before she leave, I just got a small gift for her, Quran transliteration. She could not get Quran in Ecuador.She asked my friend, Zainab to read the Quran.
Alhamdullilah :)

I hope The Quran that I gave to her, can make she feel safe and happy. Insyallah. You always be safe with the Quran. Quran is a Holy Book for everything, everyone and everywhere.
What a great moment. She did not stay long here. She came back to Manchester today. Nice to met her.

In Islam, the Prophet Muhammad (saws) said: “A person is likely to follow the faith of his friend, so look whom you befriend.”

Allah, the All-Wise also says: “Friends on that Day will be enemies one to another, except al-Muttaqoon (i.e. those who have Taqwah (faith) ).” Qur’an 43:67

Whoever you friend, choose the best one. Not the perfect one either the prettiness of face. But, who can be a good mirror for you.

I would like to find a girlbesfriend. Who can stand next to me. Who can be with me to lead me to the right way. I just don`t know who is the real friend.