heyya salam :)) It has been so long that I did not updated my blog. Subhanallah there are so many things going on in this short time.

Ramadhan has passed. It way lovely month when you see, people just so behave their self.When the imam recited the Quran, it just touch down to the heart. Subhanllah! Beautiful feeling ever!

Then, Syawal also has passed.My Syawal was ok. It was just a bit boring because I miss MALAYSIA so much. I think, Eid celebration in Malaysia is just so much good and alive. But somehow,it does not really matter.

And now, am in European Institute Human of Sciences. Am doing Arabic language course for 1 year and iA for next 3 years, I will continue to Islamic Law.iA!!

Alhamdullilah. AM happy doing my course. The place is lovely and really beautiful!! But I miss my school in Swansea =(. No big deal thou. Just missing my family & friends. May Allah guide me and make me istiqamah in my study! Amen =DD


"Allah will exalt those who believe among you, and those who have been granted knowledge to high ranks."

(Qur'an)

See ya guys next time.insyallah.please make dua for me! =))

In the Qur'an, it is written that: "The true believers are those who feel fear in their hearts (of the consequences of violating the commands of God) when God is mentioned. And when His Revelations are recited to them, they find their faith strengthened. They do their best and then put their trust in their Lord." ^{[Qur'an 8:2]}

Nur Najihah Muhaimin
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US alternative rock band The Pixies on Sunday cancelled their first-ever performance in Israel, the Tel Aviv promoters said in a statement, without giving any reason for the last-minute decision.

The group was to have performed a single gig on Wednesday as part of five-day music festival in Tel Aviv, but pulled out just days after a deadly Israeli naval raid on a foreign aid flotilla, which has provoked a huge international backlash.

"It is with great regret that we announce today The Pixies' decision to cancel their appearance in Israel on June 9," promoter Shuki Weiss said in a statement.

"We'd like to extend our deepest apologies to the fans, but events beyond all our control have conspired against us," it said, adding that all tickets would be fully refunded.

The move came just days after two British bands pulled out of the same music festival, Pic.Nic 2010, which started on Saturday and runs until June 9.

London-based indie punk band Klaxons and Gorillaz, a hiphop project fronted by Blur's Damon Albarn, were supposed to headline Pic.Nic 2010 but pulled out on Thursday in a move believed to be linked to the aid flotilla storming.

In recent months, Israel has been hit by a string of cancellations by high profile musicians, including Britain's Elvis Costello, rock guitarist Carlos Santana and rap forefather Gil Scott-Heron, after they came under pressure over Israel's policies towards the Palestinians.

The Pixies' decision to cancel comes three months after the band received an open letter from Israeli human rights activists urging them not to come to the Jewish state.

"As much as some of us are huge fans and would love to hear your show, we won't cross the international picket line that is growing in numbers steadily nowadays to come and see you," the group Boycott! wrote in an open letter to the band sent on March 1.

"The picket line might not always be visible; yet it is there. Are you prepared to perform in Tel Aviv while, just under your nose, millions of human beings are suffocating under a cruel Israeli military regime, denying them elementary human rights?"

Three weeks ago, Costello called off two gigs which were due to have taken place in the coastal city of Caesaria on June 30 and July 1, citing Israel's "intimidation" and "humiliation" of Palestinians.

However, singer-songwriter Diana Krall, who is married to Costello, is still expected to go ahead with a performance in Israel in August.

In recent months, various Palestinian groups have stepped up a campaign for an academic and cultural boycott of Israel to protest its occupation of Palestinian territory.

Sources; http://uk.news.yahoo.com/18/20100606/twl-us-rockers-the-pixies-cancel-israel-3cd7efd_1.html

We came closer and then we saw the "Socialist Worker Party" and "Free Palestine" banner and posters. Our heart was so happy because we thought, we were in a wrong one. Da da da. Lol.
There was almost no Muslim community. I was shocked and disappointed because I am a Muslim. Where is the voice of peace that Muslim people is talking about?

But somehow, I met nice people thou. I was also got a chance to speak in the protest. There was a guy asked me to speak as a part of AMNESTY volunteer and speaker. It was funny and a little bit shy-shy cat. But I love and enjoy it. Thanks! :) Another brave young speaker!

Even though, there was a big protest in London, it does not matter. Even though, I really wanna go in London one, but today God gave me to speak as behalf of Muslim. There must be a reason.

Talking about Peace, it does not excluded any Israeli. There are some of nice Israeli who help and support the Palestinian.Watch this video.



I wish I can make more friend with Israeli. I do want to know them. I do care about Israeli who cares about peace, Palestine, human rights and humanity. I used to have an Israeli friend on Facebook. He told me, his government such a bad one because they are forcing their people (youngster especially) to be a part of Israel Defence Force. If not, they will send them to prison as the punishment. I feel really sorry for them. It was such a nice meeting to know this Israeli friend.

Among us, the prejudice to Jewish and Israeli was misguided by their evil Zionist. Its like a white milk will get brown when coco powder is mixing with them. To judge people is so easy but the true judge we will see on the Day of Judgment. May Allah keep the peace among us,regardless of religion,culture,language,skin colours,status,age and etc! Amen :)

When the ship of humanitarian aid has been attacked by the Israeli troops, the world will against and fight the Israeli back!

The Israeli Ambassador to Ireland Dr Zion Evrony said he was "sorry that lives were lost and that killing people was never our intention". Very funny.Indeed.

From AMNESTY the International Human Rights Organization,check it out- http://www.amnesty.org.uk/news_details.asp?NewsID=18782

On 1st-5th February, we have a Haiti Week. We started the Haiti Week with the doa (prayer) in assembly. I felt so glad that, I have chance to made the prayer for the first time in Arabic and English even my voice was shaking! haha xDD
We were selling cakes and some other food in library and 6th form lounge. It was really fun,when the boy group made a deal sale cake games. People have to choose the card which have the price deal on it. One of my favourite card was deal price by dealer,which was me to decide what price will they have to pay!

We also have a school collection in lunch time. You know what, charity will make you together and unity in one heart! Whatever faith you are on,whatever skin colour you have,whatever language you speak, and whatever the status, when it comes to charity, there is point for you to understand the humanity of love is humity!

There was a girl who did not want to be a part of volunteer because she feel embrassing to standing and selling cake.She was thought, we only get a low profit in this event. But surprisingly, we made 456.61 pound! She was so shocked!

Don`t be shy, offer yourself to helping people, and the most important thing, you will learn not to deshearted! You will learn how hard to raise money, you will learn,to get people involve is not easy! You will learn, people will make promise and did not make their promise!

Yes.That is people.

I would like to thanks to all my family and friends who helped and gave support financially,wordy,and everything.

The Qur'an states: 'And be steadfast in your prayer and pay charity; whatever good you send forth for your future, you shall find it with Allah, for Allah is well aware of what you do' (2:110). Charity is central to a Muslim's life.

Arran,Joanna,Rosie,Nabilah,Claire,Mette,Saadiyah,Tobby,Tomo,Conrad,Ishaan, Habibah,Samiyah, Jasmin,Matthew, Fatimah,Mustakeem and all people! Sorry I can`t remember all of them. InsyAllah, they will have their reward from God! Allahuma amin! =))

my Politics teacher said;

because the Guantanamo Bay is a prison for terrorist so they are worried to release them..

Meanwhile, they are keeping all people including innocent and non-innocent like hell.Even if they are "terrorist" or whatever, they still have their rights as human being
Omg. World is just being cruel and cruel!!



so tell me, what would you do to Obama? I am disspointing for now... Obama, close it now man!

Thanks to God!

Just a few hours ago approximately 2,000 Egyptian riot policemen attacked and injured volunteers of the Viva Palestina aid convoy that were inside the port of Al Arish preparing to drive the convoy vehicles to Gaza to deliver medical supplies and other humanitarian supplies.

Reports through Twitter from convoy participants say that there were serious injuries to some of the volunteers who suffered blows to the head by baton wielding policemen. Some were taken out of the port compound in stretchers and many of the victims are being attended at a mosque at the port. There are reports that some of the Viva Palestina volunteers are missing.

One convoy member reported, "Tear gas, water cannons, rock throwing, they are under full attack… whole thing happened when convoy members were still locked inside this gated compound, then suddenly a very large group of plain clothes 'people' arrived at the compound with sticks and stones… 20 members were injured in the attack and there are some people from the convoy who are missing and cannot be found."

Another convoy member stated, "I was coming back from dinner with 8 brothers and sisters. . . approximately 30 riot police approached us & started harassing pushing and hitting us. the situation escalated. We tried to lock arms and hold each other and get to the gate. There were too many of them. Two meters from the gate they separated us and beat the shit out of us. I got dragged under and into a group of the riot police and was being beaten. Managed to get to the wall. as I was being beaten one of the brothers grabbed me from across the wall and put me into the compound. Of the nine of us, four are missing. I don't know what has happened to them."

Over 520 volunteers and 220 vehicles loaded with humanitarian aid have faced one obstacle after another, as the Egyptian government re-routed the convoy hundreds of miles from their original route through Aqaba, Jordan. When they finally arrived in Al-Arish, Egypt, almost a week behind their schedule, the Egyptian government broke its prior promises to the convoy's leaders, saying that one quarter of the 220 vehicles would have to be re-routed yet again, this time through Israel. This would have surely resulted in the Zionists stealing the valuable vehicles and medicines.

This aid convoy that came under attack is the third Viva Palestina humanitarian effort organized and led by Member of the British Parliament George Galloway. A fourth convoy called the Hugo Chavez Viva Palestina Aid Convoy is planned from Venezuela around September of this year.

Tell me 2010 will be happier for Palestinian and us!
Happy New Year :)
Tell me 2010, Palestine will be free and peace
Tell me 2010, there is no more war!

When there is no peace, that`s mean we are forgot that we are belong to each other- Mother Teresa

Location: Swansea University Mosque


2 months ago, I was in my beautiful month, Ramadhan. I was so happy to being close to Allah. I went to Swansea University Mosque almost everyday to break up the fast and pray together( jemaah). I was so calm reading the Quran. I was almost finishing the Quran. The happiness was just around of my life. It was my best behaviour month.

There were a non-Muslim group from Swansea University came down to the mosque to break up the fast with us. 3 of them were fasting. MasyAllah! They are so good and strong :)
Also one of them was pray with us. It was a great time. SubhnAllah. Only Allah knows how happy we were inside His House(mosque).

Also, there was a bad news. A group of non-Muslim were attack the Muslim during night pray in Swansea City Moaque. It was according 9/11 remembrance day. Also, the latest one, there was a protest Anti-Islam in Swansea Town.As a Muslim community in here, I am upset and dissapointed for some non-Muslim. We are making a good bones to get to know each other, not to fight and blame each other.

Last Ramadhan, there were around 4o people invited to break us with us. It was my happy day. All my family members, worked,tidy up and cooked for the preparation. Thanks for coming :)

There are so many violent and terrorism outside there to us to stand up. Islam means peace. Not terrorist religion. I was born as a Muslim girl and I am growing up in Muslim and non-Muslim community. World would be nicer when there is religion tolerance between us :)

Anyway,

2 weeks ago, my friend, Naomi, she was converted to Islam. Allahuakbar! She converted through webcam with her friends in Malaysia at 3 o`clock in the morning! She was a Christian girl. She is great person. A girl I never met. She knows so many thing about Islam. Only Allah knows, how great and beatiful she is-converting to Islam was her biggest step. MasyAllah!
May Allah bless her..Amin.

Dear my Ramadhan diary,I miss you Ramadhan. I miss to behave in a good manner as His slave.I miss to wake up and pray in night time. I am so away from Him. I want to get close to Him back. I want Him to hold me back. I am hurting my Lord. Oh Allah, please forgive me..I am a sinner. I am weak.

Please make a good pray for me.

InsyAllah, this week and next week,my friend and I will start to do cake sale, henna tatto and Swansea Talent show. The aim of this Charity Week is to collect money for the orphan around the world.

Last week,I was quite busy organized the Swansea Talent Show.It was a last minute idea.All the poster has been stuck around the school wall. I would love to thanks to all people who helped me to organized this Charity Week.

Hopefully, this Charity Week can open up our eyes, open the door of our heart, to see the outside there, how many orphans need us. Also, I hope, this Charity Week, can make us get close to him.InsyAllah. Allahuma Amin.


Anyway, during last Ramadhan, I was collecting money to help the poor countries.It was under the Islamic Relief. It was my 3rd time collecting money in public. For the first ten minutes, I was a little bit shy but then, it went off. I smiled and asked people nicely.I `ve been rejected by people but I won`t give up at all. I like that job. I really enjoyed do the volunteering job. Alhamdullilah.

The Qur'an states: 'And be steadfast in your prayer and pay charity; whatever good you send forth for your future, you shall find it with Allah, for Allah is well aware of what you do' (2:110). Charity is central to a Muslim's life.

I think this has some timely reminders for us. These are good principles for living whether you believe in a god or not. Try asking your self this question.
God won`t ask what kind of car you drove, He`ll ask how many people you drove who didn`t have transportation.
God won`t ask the square footage of your house, He`ll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
God won`t ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He`ll ask how many you helped to clothe.
God won`t ask what your highest salary was, He`ll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
God won`t ask what your job title was, He`ll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
God won`t ask how many friends you had, He`ll ask how many people you were a friend to.
God won`t ask in what neighbourhood you lived, He`ll ask how you treated your neighbours.
God won`t ask about the colour of your skin, He`ll ask about the content of your character.
God won`t ask why it took you so long to seek salvation, He`ll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
God won`t have to ask how many people you showed this to, He already knows your decision.

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I changed my blog`s website to peacehamster.blogspot.com because the first reason is my bestfriend called me hamster! Since his death, my nickname became to hamster. Lol. Second reason I chose to put peace because from the peace we can begin the great life.Hamster loves peace too :) Hamster is cute and short.It really suite my physical height! I am short haha :P

The Ramadhan is coming very very soon.Here in Swansea, (UK) we are going to pray taraweeh insyallah tonite and also we are going to start our fasting tomorrow.

Subhanallah, I am waiting for Ramadhan and I feel so excited to celebrate this blessing month.
Let me give you some lists about Ramadhan.

Ramadhan - Anniversary of the Holy Quran: Ramadhan is that blessed month in which the Holy Quran was first revealed to the Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him). In this regard this month celebrates the birthday of the Holy Quran. To render our dues we should recite the Holy Quran as much as possible. During this month, at night, the Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) use to recite the Holy Quran in its entirety with the Angel Gabriel (Jibraeel).

Prayers: Allah forgives all previous sins of a person who sincerely worships Allah during the month of Ramadhan. During this month Allah's mercy and blessings are at their peak. The Holy Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) has said that during Ramadhan: "Allah says: 'Is there anyone who calls on me so that I can accept his prayers? Is there anyone who asks for anything so that I can fulfill his desires? Is there anyone who asks for forgiveness so that I can forgive" (Sahih Bukhafi - Kitab-ul-Tauheed).

Ramadhan and Lailatul Qadr (Night of Decree): Hazrat Ayesha (may Allah be pleased with her) said: "O Allah's Prophet, if I know which night is the Lailatul Qadr then what should I pray? He replied: 'you should pray: 'O Allah, you are very forgiving and love those who forgive others. So bestow your blessings on me and forgive me"' (Jamiah Tirmidhi, Kitab-Al-Dawat). Lailatul Qadr is such a night that the Holy Quran has declared it to be better than a thousand months. May Allah enable us to be the recipients of Lailatul Qadr that we truly benefit from the coming month of Ramadhan. May Allah accept our prayers. Ameen.


Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim around the world.Have a barakat-happy-ending Ramadhan.

:))

1- Yesterday, I just finished my MAST art workshop in Swansea Museum. It was great. I missed the first day because I forgot it. In this art workshop, the theme was based on "Crime & Punishment".

2- I made a box of heart. I always inspired by heart shape, red, pink and white colors. It does work on me so much. Red made me feel brave and confident.Pink made me so girlish and feminine.White made me pure.

3- In this artwork, I used clay,box, and all recycle stuff. I was not prepared and planned to make this.To be honest, I'm not a good planner.Haha. Whatever I planned, it won`t work but whatever I do not plan, it always work! Weirdo!

4- Oh ok.Let me explain why do I chose to made this box. Everyone got one heart.The different is how you can handle up your heart, to bright or black future.Whatever we do it must based on heart. If we against our heart, we gonna have a difficulty in future. It does happen to me. It`s a reality..


6- And 3 days ago, it has been 1 year, my late beloved grandpa died. He always inside my heart. Even his last smile on the day of his death. His pure face and his pure heart made people came crowded on his funeral day. It was thousand of people! And I never ever forget how crowded it was. Subhanallah.

7- Many things happen in this short time. I just wanna move on to a better life. I just wanna move on my heart to be strong. I loves volunteering work.I help people as much as I can. Currently, I'm a volunteer on Alwahy.com and also I am waiting for my application on AWEMA (All Wales Ethnic Minority Association) to do volunteering across young people in Swansea.Insyallah, next week I will take part for Muslim Aid voluneering week!

8. May Allah put all of us in strong string of faith and strong sweetie pie heart :))

I just wanna spread the message that I got from my Facebook.
Lately, my heart strongly say to go to Palestine. My heart got so boiled when I watched Palestine`s video from the International Movement to Open Rafah Border group on my facebook. I saw one of my friend list called Mario Sasso, who is so lucky because he got the chance to go to Palestine.Indeed, I'm so jealous.Haha :P
I wish I can go to Palestine.I wish I can fly like kite.I wanna see and hear the Palestinian.I wanna capture a million pictures and let people have look on it. But, obviously, my mum won`t let me go..I am her little princess so she must be so worry about me if I go to Palestine. Furthermore, I ain`t got much money to spend on =/ Oh crap..But Insyallah, Allah always give HIS HAND to us.


I still remember,me & my sis collected money in our school. It was so tough but loads of experience.It was great.Allah is always in right side and I was so happy doing this for Palestine.Even thought, it was not much money we got but that`s worth of the experience.I'm glad I did :) We never have to scared to struggle on this battle field. That`s what I believe and stand for it.




Anyway, a good news for Palestinian.For the first time in 3 years, the Rafah crossing is open 5 days in a row !Alhamdullilah. Allahakhbar! =))
Have a look on this video.
Click here
On this video, I just don`t get why did Egyptian riot police attempting hold back Palestinians trying to get to their homes in Gaza? It just remind me to the Malaysian riot police who has been misused by the government. For me, they control people violently especially when they grab women like animals and also when they use water cannon!

For GOD sake, I wish I can kung fu them.Watcaaa! :P

Anyway,
Anyone can give me idea how could I raise money? Could you email me up.. :)